Well, 2010 is here at last! It's rather scary how time seems to speed up the older you get. If it zips by now, what will it do for me at age 65?
Somehow, I like how 2010 sounds & looks. Besides, it's much easier to write than 2009 was, or 2008 for that matter.
I haven't really officially made any resolutions for this new year. I have goals, hopes and wishes, but I try to stay away from the word resolution because it just sounds un-doable. That word is just totally over-rated anyway. We all know most people don't even keep their resolutions, me being one of them.
So, I guess I'm just going to go with the word " goal". And I do have a great many goals for this year. Some are tiny and others quite overwhelmingly large. These ones I'm simply going to have to trust God to give me the strength to achieve, otherwise I'll be sure to fall flat on my face!
Here are a few that I would like to share.
1) Laying aside weights. The ones that do so easily beset me ( and how!)
I was watching the new Pilgrim's Progress movie that was put out not too long ago, and it inspired me to try even harder to make it to Heaven. Everywhere I turn ( and sometimes they sort of just hit you in the face) there are weights everywhere to be dealt with. Bad attitudes/toxic people, shopping, time mis-management, clutter, etc.
And then there are the endless distractions spring up in my life daily! Those are really giant weights in disguise. You know what they are.....mostly the silly, inane daily stuff. Those crazy time eater-upper games on Facebook, movies, reading, and just about anything that keeps you from spending quality time with God. Oh, how harmless those distractions sound and look, too! At the time, it seems sooo important to write that email, do that load of laundry or clean the house. I know some of those things do have a necessary place in our lives, yet spending time with God should be at the top on our list of priorities. The most important thing to do of the day. I often skimp on time with Him or put it off before I go to sleep. I always feel so ashamed and guilty, yet I do it over & over again. How God must long to spend time with me, yet so unfeelingly I just brush Him off to do some mundane task.
Sometimes I long to run away from weights and distractions by heading towards the nearest desert island, but alas, that will never be.......
When I do take the time to spend time with Him, I feel better. I have more clarity of mind, I'm more peaceful, and I seem to get so much more done. If this isn't an incentive to spend more time alone with Him, then I don't know what is.
How I long to be closer to Jesus!! It's the only thing that really matters in life.
2) Lose weight.
This is going to be a huge effort if there ever was one, because I love...no....ADORE food! I intend to lose at least 20 pounds, and I'm hoping to lose at least half of that this year. People say I carry my weight well since I'm tall, and I suppose I do.....up to a point. But it's getting to the place where I can no longer hide the fact that I've had too many pastries & lattes.
I'm just planning on eating lots of veggies and fruit, whole grains, beans and other sources of protein on a regular basis. I made some pancakes the other day, and I added some flax meal to the batter. It must have been a bit too much, because they turned out to be like an inch thick when they were done. O well, at least they tasted good even if they did cause a significant amount of intestional problems for my family.......
3) Get rid of all clutter.
I'm just so tired of having too much around me. I'm really not a packrat, but I do have a lot of books! There are also some other things I could do without and not even miss.
4) Read some of the classics.
I would like to try again to read Jane Eyre, and perhaps some Dickens.
5) Take a class in photography.
This would be right up my alley, and hopefully I'll be able to do it.
6) Go on a trip to California.
My mom, sister and I are hoping to take a week long ( or more) road trip down the coast into California, stopping whenever and wherever we like to see the sights. It would be pretty amazing to see the Redwoods in Yosemite, the Golden Gate bridge, and everything else. I'm sure I would be snapping pictures like your typical tourist on this trip........
So, those are some of my goals & plans for this new year. Hopefully all of them will be achieved! :0)